I'll rise up like the eagle

"Hold me close, let your arms surround me. Bring me near, draw me to your side. And as I wait, I'll rise up like the eagle. And I will soar with you, your spirit leads me on, by the power of love."-Darlene Zschech

I usually quote random stuff that i either make up myself or get from something i see or hear around me whenever I feel like I am going through something. It can be anything whether its love, compassion, hate, depression, or whatever feelings are out there. I got this quite because it speaks to me about how there's always something besides me no matter what happens, and that certain type of motivation or w/e gives me the strength to be strong and get through something stressful in school or life itself.

STAR is this week. My teacher is soo boringg, so we can't have any fun after we take the test!! Week is filled with homework and tests, especially the SATS this saturday!! D: my first time, and i am scared! Of course i am studying, but still! aiya!

Since the school year is coming to an end and lots of things getting close to their deadlines, it's been tough, but I'll get through it and be strong ( i hope!).

And the verdict is.............. moving along!

Yesterday, i went to the "we didn't go prom night" thing at santana row. It was nicee, but i kept thinking about what would have happened if i went to prom.... well santana row was nice and fancy stuff. I don't know what else to say about it ya know? soo i guess i am ending it there. haha.

Well besides the prom thing, my parents bought me a car!!! O_O i was completely shocked when i found out about this, but it was all good! its a toyota camry 1990ish, soo it isn't at its greatest shape. As long as i can drive it, I am good! My parents are in love with car auctions since they found this car for $575. I just hope they know what they are doing because they like to get carried away with desperately buying it without even thinking about it a lot.

This weekend was nice, but i just hope this week isn't too much to handle since there's a whole bunch of hw and tests coming up!! D:

LAST PODCAST OF THE YEAR FOR APUSH!! i am both happy and sad because podcasts are a drag to do, but they just keep the apushers together, and now that its over, soon enough will all the apushers separate towards their own ways! I love the apush class, if only i didn't fall asleep on those SGs all the time, i would be getting a better ap test score and a better grade in apush! >_<

This week gave me headaches!!!

ok literally, THIS WEEK GAVE ME HEADACHES!! First was stuff with friends and how they just made me think about stuff a whole bunch! Then was the stuff about school with the hw and annoying teachers. There was just a whole bunch of stuff that hit me simultaneously, and so that just made my week all weird and cruddy and stressful!!

I am just wondering to myself now of how i can ever recover from what really happened this week. Tough stuff... tough stuff.

Well hope all goes well because i gave up some big stuff!

Plainly staring at my hw

Today, i plan to start on my hw after half the vacation has already passed by. As i look at it, it seems like there's soo much! At the moment, i am just staring at it because i am trying to avoid it, but really, its not healthy for me! i should just start writing something, so it seems like i am doing a lot.
i also have to find out more about tomororow's bbq with rides, food, etc! I hope all goes well with that, soo I can enjoy this spring break just a little more! It's nice to see friends again after a break away from them in a way since there isn't a reason for us to get together. We get to share the laughs, and play them out in food and sports! I think there's gonna be a volleyball net, so we can play volleyball and badminton!! Yes, my plan is to use the volleyball net as a badminton net and hit that birdy around! I like badminton, but i just like to play for fun and not on the team because the team seems soo stressed out from their coach and stuff!!
Then on saturday, i am going to an actual badminton court and play at smash city with.......... uhhh well soo far Leo is down (i think) and i still need to ask Ryan about it, and Tam is going too, but she will be playing with her friends? I want to see how hardcore girl badminton players are, so i hope to play against Tam! hahaha.
These blogs help me vent out all those worries and stresses and emotions onto something i can look back onto and laugh at them in the future knowing that i had already been there. High school can only happen once in a lifetime, so make it happen, make it count!
OK! now for hw and stuff! >_>

quality time with my sister during spring break

tonight i went to D&B with my sister wendy, her date Ken( pretty cool guy), and my bestus friend leonard. Before that, i bought walking shoes for myself because i needed new ones after 4 freaking years!! they are nice (tigers shoe brand). After that, we ate food and played a whole bunch of games! fun stuff fun stuff! it was nice to see my sister again after such a long time. Next time i will see her at her movie documentary thingy. Hopefully it isn't too sad because i tend to tear up when it's a sad movie. Well thats my night! What to doo now??? imma stare at my hw and attempt it. i hope that works out!

OK this is the 1st blog!!!

Hey!! cool!! i got a man diary!! niceee!! well anyways, i am a junior at indy high and is on spring break!! WHOO!! uhhh so far in my break, i had just been chilling with friends at santana row, d&b, mall, etc? It's the middle of break already and i havent started that HW yet!! AIYA, maybe tomorrow i will start since i have nothing to do and today i already have plans to go out with my sister Wendy.
I love all my sisters because we all just look cute together and get along well enough, but all of us are so distant now. Cindy lives in hawaii and is going to get married to Noah! He's a cool guy! I think lots of people are cool because i am just that cool! Wel anyways, Wendy lives in SF. It may only be one hour away from my house, but it's still hard to keep in touch with her sometimes because i get caught up in my own life here in SJ. I still keep in touch with her though. I love her acting, and i hope she continues to do it, so i can watch more plays! ;D Joyce is in "college" at UCI, the ASIAN SCHOOL, where there are soo many asians!! When i went there to help Joyce unpack, there were soo many asian guys and girls! Every few steps in the campus, i saw a hot asian girl!! :D and my sister's friend's are hot too! :D What can I say you know?!
Tests, math, and physics are upsetting!! No matter how many times i ask and try, i still do not get it!! I hate my math teacher, my physics teacher puts too many points on one test, and i am just getting too many tests that i always get test anxiety from!!! >_<
Now for upcoming events............... ap US history Test, SATS, going to santana row for a nice date, Germany trip for a whole month, hawaii for sister's wedding, camp once again (love it! ;D), senior year, college applications O_O i dont know where to go or what to even d yet!! D: maybe de anza for 2 years then go to a UC from there since its cheaper and i don't care about that dorm experience that much. I like SJ, but my parents... ehhhh. If i am staying here after high school, then imma just go out most of the time to stay away from my parents since all they do is nag about each other.... what else do i have coming up?? uhh i do not know.
Oh well! i used to have xanga and used to blog from that a whole bunch, but now i dont use it anymore because its existence is dead in a way.